I took Steph’s advice and got drunk. I went out tonight and danced my ass off. I have so much going on at the moment that I don’t know what side is up or down or right or left. I just know that I’m trying real hard not to fuck up typing this and to convey my feelings and problems or retardness:
My aunt’s cancer has been staged. It’s not good…stage 4 lung cancer. I’m no fool. This is fucking bad. My heart is broken by this news. Deeply broken. She is one of the brightest lights in my darkness. She is my godmother. She is my soul mate. I love her beyond what I can write here. What am I going to do? I’m trying to be positive, but I know what stage 4 means…4-9 months. I hate cancer.
Bye.
Fresh Air Lover 
I hate it too. And I am very sorry to hear about your aunt. Not that I can do anything, but I have ears to listen if you care to talk.
Best,
J-
i hate it too, I’m sorry to hear this shit
I hate it!! Big hugs to you.
Man, I’m really sorry to hear this. I’ve hated cancer all my life and I’m not going to fuck up your blog with a long rant about what the hell is taking them so long to cure it (couldn’t be the truckloads money everyone is making on research could it?) but that is something else that fuels the fury in my heart.
At any rate, best wishes and prayers to the both of you.
Cancer sucks !!! What can you do?? I suggest you tell her how special she is and anything else you have in your heart!! And make her last months the happiest she’s ever had!! Make everyday Special!!
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Something meaningless to take your mind off it for a second or two
I am so sorry dear.
Savor each moment, they are all important.
I am sorry, Cancer sucks!
I hate it too, Sweetie. Hang in there. Hang in there.