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I’m tired.  I don’t know why.  It’s just one of those weeks.  I’ve had a few really bad days and I’m super bloated.  Like super bloated.  And my poop isn’t right.  I don’t know what’s going on, but it sucks.

I was sitting around last night thinking, really thinking, and an idea for a book slammed into me.  The idea isn’t at all like anything I’ve ever thought of writing.  The genre is wrong, but the story is coming to me and I’m really excited about it.  My toes are tingling.  Now, I just have to get over my fear and start writing.  I already have about 7 pages of notes from just last night.  I even bought a voice recorder in case something comes to me and I can’t write fast enough.  Wish me luck.

I will not discuss what the book is about.  Ever.  Not that I don’t love you all, but I don’t want to jinx it or have anyone steal it.

If I had the energy to explain why I’m so exhausted, I would.  I just don’t feel like writing about.  But, I could sleep for a whole day or more.  It’s my fantasy right now.  Sleep.  I have 5 whole days off next weekend and I can’t freakin wait.  I’m going MIA.  Seriously MIA.

I miss my neighbor.  It hit me yesterday, hard.  It’s been 1 month since she died and I miss talking to her.  I still look over at her porch expecting her to be there.  It’s just…weird.  I’m going to visit her grave tomorrow and have a chat.  I think it will make me feel better.

I’ll put together a new playlist tomorrow, if anyone cares.  Yeah, I will lie to myself and say that everyone will be chewing their hands off with excitement at what music I’ll pick this time.  Yes.  Lie to myself.

That’s all for now.  Thanks for reading.

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I feel like it hasn’t rained a healthy steady rain in months here. It’s been raining all day and I love it. Soaking, steady, cleansing rain. It’s supposed to be cool and rainy all week. For someone who hates the summer, like me, this is awesome news.

I know I’m behind the times, but I read the whole Twilight Series and I loved it. A friend at work lent me Twilight about a month ago and I put off reading it for whatever reason. I never heard of the book before and it sounded a bit hokey. A girl falling in love with a vampire. Yeah, like I haven’t heard or read that one before. Well, I got sucked in and loved the book. And then I found out that the fourth book just came out, with much fanfare which I again missed, and I immediately went out and bought all four books in hardcover. I loved each book. And I just found out that they made a movie of the first book, Twilight, and I’m really excited to see it when it comes out. The trailer looks really interesting. I hope they stayed true to the story, because it’s quite a beautiful, and strange, love story.

Oh, and I forgot to share a fun little story with you all. On Friday, I was walking back to work from the Reading Terminal Market at lunchtime and my skirt blew up over my head. Yup. I was walking over a subway grate and a train must have gone past, and the next thing I knew my skirt was blocking my vision. Luckily, I was wearing panties.

And now, for those of you interested, I have recorded a Podcast where I talk about the songs on my playlist and what they mean to me.  You can listen to it here if you want.

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It’s a relief that I’m finally able to listen to music without wanting to jump off a bridge, screaming, crying, or shaking like a mental case. Today, I listened loud and long, and found that my love will never let me down.

In celebration of this, I have decided to periodically create playlists that represent what I’m feeling…music that is really affecting me lately. You’ll find a link to my playlist right there on the sidebar. I hope you enjoy it.

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Here’s a live studio version of one of my favorite songs of this year. Enjoy!

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Oh yeah. Someone, I won’t say who, has been harassing me about naming my favorite band. Seriously, they need to find something to do. But since we are sort of friends, I’ll make my declaration….I FUCKING LOVE TOOL! Tool is my favorite band. If you don’t like it, bite me.

Enjoy Stinkfist!

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Happy Halloween! This is my favorite holiday and I’m going to celebrate on here by posting a performance by one of my favorite musician’s of all time, PJ Harvey. Her new album is fucking brilliant and I can’t stop listening to it. It makes me all wet in the panties. I love her. Seriously. I have said it many times, but I’d turn gay for her. She just simply rocks my world. Enjoy.

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I’m fucking exhausted.

Work is beating me with a stick. A thorny damp stinging stick. One that leaves welts.

My eyes are so tired. I don’t even feel like posting, but here I am.

Let’s see…..what’s been happening with my sleepy ass? I’ll give you a numbered list, cause I’m good like that. If you get grossed out by girl troubles, come back some other time.

  1. I got my period today for the first time in 4 years without being on the pill and thank goodness. It was weird to be surprised by it. I’m so used to knowing.
  2. I’ve been bloated. Like a fucking whale bloated. Like a hot air balloon bloated. Go ahead, poke my belly. Hard as a rock. Do my pants fit? Nope.
  3. Let’s talk about gas. I’m serious. Let’s talk about farting for a minute. I’m not a gassy person, but I’ve had uncontrollable gas for the last 2 days. Embarrassing gas. Loud. Stinky. Yeah. It’s upsetting me. I hardly fart and I don’t know the proper etiquette of farting at work. Do I have to run to the ladies room every time I have to shoot a bunny or do I just sit at my desk and pretend nothing happened? I’ve been running to the bathroom and it’s getting tedious. I’m so glad I’m home right now so I can fart in peace. I can’t control it.
  4. Speaking of stinky things…..you know how poo follows me everywhere? I almost stepped in a huge pile of steamy human poo yesterday. Missed the pile by 1/2 inch. Looks like someone leaned against the wall and let one go. I’m so glad I didn’t step in it. That would have set me back a week.
  5. I know you’re laughing about the fact I’ve been farting. Stop laughing. It’s not funny.
  6. I went running yesterday for the first time in a couple weeks. Okay, I’m lying. I tried to go running yesterday but ended up walking cause my fat ass is out of shape. During this walk a really good song came on my Ipod….PYT….that’s right. A Michael Jackson song. I was feeling the song. You know. I started dancing as I was walking because I’m invisible right? Wait, I’m not. Oh shit. That’s probably why everyone driving by was laughing at me.
  7. Come on, get it out of your system. Debbie has the farts. Debbie has the farts. Ha ha ha. Debbie has the farts and they’re stinky. So funny.
  8. I’ve had fits of crying this week. I know I’ve had an emotional week. My little sister became a mother. I’m extremely tired, which could be another factor. But tell me, why would I start crying when listening to this song. That’s right folks. No really, click the link now. You won’t be sorry. Oh yeah. What’s up with that? Fucking random. I cried my eyes out.
  9. I had a weird thought the other day. I wondered if I would die without having a child of my own. The thought came out of the blue kind of like a naughty little pixie and slapped me right in the face. I’m not getting any younger, you know.
  10. I’m listening Elvis right now and I seriously love him. I’m going to write a post about why I love Elvis, I think. It will be my Ode to the King.
  11. I will listen to Portishead’s Dummy later and let my soul cry out to Beth Gibbons beautifully melancholy voice.
  12. I’m very hormonal, huh?
  13. Oh yeah, and I’m farting. You still laughing about that. Nice.
  14. I think I’m going to bed early tonight. I’m such a party animal. Early to bed on a Friday night. For shame. I should be out getting drunk and have loads of meaningless awkward hookups and sex. That sounds so meaningful and satisfying, doesn’t it? Um, no. I’m going to be nestled in my bed with my Stella and let the Sandman have his way with me.
  15. The song below just came on. Gorgeous, huh? I’ll leave you all with that.

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